Why, or Why Not

To get my happiness I had done everything
But had done nothing to be blamed and accused of
The sound of footsteps became louder every day
Then I noticed the fact there was no time

I was a believer in life to be myself always
And was asking whether I would be alive

* Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way
Or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins
Tell me why, or why not complaining way too much
Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

The whole world was at a complete standstill
And I was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob
The silent warning became louder every day
Then I kept pretending not to hear

Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along
It had grown dark before I found a sign

** “Among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate”
Tell me why, or why not complaining way too much
Maybe I overlooked something fatal for me

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody
Except for me, all the world has gone mad

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?

No Creativity

Life was blan and colorless. I spent day after day wasting my time only to accomplish nothing. I needed to find me something to give meaning to my life. I was soon to give up, and then you came along. You brought the colors of your world to mine. You have given my life purpose, and i hope to never dissapoint. You have become the person i seek out first in whatever the situation is and hope that i can make the best of the situations thinking about you. I hope that the journey of mine will become the greatest adventure of my life... i know its dumb, i thought it up on a whim >.<